one time.

i think justin bieber is overrated. :)

Went for add maths this morning, also started form5 already. i know right, we don't even get rest after our finals. =.=

No event to blog about yet, kinda boring lately for me. Dunno why, they just don't seem exciting enough for me. Up to now lar, but soon they'll be stuff to update about, hopefully the plan for this fri and sat is not cancelled. :) Anyway, sorry for the emo post before this, fixing things. Slowly getting better i hope, things don't just change over night right.


Watched Surrogates just now at Pyramid,




rate it 5/10. not that nice, illogical too. =.= wanted to watch Jennifer's Body, but many said its not that nice, they just watch it for megan fox. lol. i would do that too, but since its 18SG and my younger bro looks like a little kid, for sure can't sneak in. so, oh well.. will have to watch with friends then.


Ate a lotttt for dinner/dessert just now, better hit the gym tomorrow. Would rather play ball also tho, but now training pun tak ada. sheesh. Gym also can exercise la, but u can't play with a ball in the gym right. aiyo. Will have to maintain myself then. :(

Oh i just realised, my arms shrink when i don't work out/exercise. My arms have been growing kinda big ever since i started going to gym, and i have to admit it was like a bit too big for my liking. But 1 or 2 weeks before exam started till it was over, i didn't work out at ALL. and now, my arms are thinner! wee~ Normally people's muscle will become flabby and fat right. at least now i know next time when i wanna have thinner arms, just don't work out. haha.

lol okay, sounded damn gay when i said that. But have started working out again, hopefully won't grow too big la. lol.

when i'm bored in the car. lol.




this is just me being vain. heh.


gtg now, meeting tomorrow morning :)

ciao peeps.



p/s: always wishing i could be there for you. 12/07, the turning point. :(

down.

just when i thought it couldn't get any worse.





it did.




some holiday.

weee~

exams are over :) but still don't have the blogging mood tho, in fact don't even feel like going online much nowadays.

Just a little update on life after exams. xD interact's more active :) i get to workout more :) spm is approaching :( we get to go to school and do NOTHING :) exam results :( get to catch up with friends :) more outings! :) basketball.. no tournament to play also ~ sheesh. sien lo this end year. but will train hard :) and best of all the old me is back :) no more being quiet and sleepy in school xD well i can't guarantee i won't be sleepy lar but i'll try not to sleep in class? xD

Anyway, went to the gym today after god knows how long. and omg, i'm so out of shape. Only could maintain speed of 10.3 for 15 minutes plus. nvm, will increase slowly. by end of this month should be a lot faster and longer. haha..

Going to visit an orphanage tomorrow after school, then rush back for chem tuition.. starting form5 chapter 1 already. goodness. =.=

Will update on the AAR concert, if there's anything i feel like saying la, when i get the pics. lol.


really tired now, will be going to bed soon :) good night everyone.

2 days left

supposed to be reading bio now, having bio1,bio3 and pjk tmr. screw pjk, don't wanna study for it. lol. but i'm so furkinggg sleepy. sigh.

Anyway just now my piano teacher talked to me about my future.. which left me feeling very confused and uncertain.. still don't know what i want.. should i even consider music? but even if i do parents will advise against it for sure. will have to decide soon ~ :(


unhappy with lots of things now, if it weren't for exams i'd be emo-ing 24/7 now.

this is a busy week indeed.

proper updates when i actually have things to update on :)

till then,

ftw!

emptiness.

yay so the weekend is here.. bad news is i'm not gonna be able to rest at all. will be attending school tomorrow due to stupid oral.. sheesh.. =.= then AAR concert in the evening/night..

sunday would be having violin and then rush back for chem tuition~ no time to study also =.=

screw exams.. every paper is just like disappointment after disappointment. not like pmr times.. exams were almost perfect for me =.= right now just can't wait for it to be over and done with..


Anyway, i'm not usually those type of people who sits down everyday and think about themselves and the things they're doing.. but for once now i guess i have realised a few things..

Just been feeling kinda empty recently, and i don't think its due to the exams.. and I know i'm changing, in one way or another. Can't say whether its for better or for worse, cause changes are changes, its called growing up. i'm becoming more matured. hahahaha. jokes. xD


Somehow just feel like i'm detached from the people around me, especially my friends :(


p/s : very, very tired.


一切都是我太过骄纵,以为你会懂..
也许它就是一间舛误
但在最后你还在我心中，没离过。



has my chinese improved or what xD

i need a break.

sort of losing my momentum in studying.. too much pressure in my brain =.= wasted a lot of time today padahal bio2 and chem3 is tmr.. damn.

told myself its just for today. tmr i will hardcore studyy~~ i mustt.

lol.

then after next wed. i can celebrate for my hard work. if i don't study in the first place then whats there to celebrate. right? :)




p/s: gone :)

im already gone.

3 days of exam has passed.. and i can't remember NOT writing in these past few days.. BM1,BM2, Eng1,Eng2, EST1 then worst of all... MORAL. sigh..

at least didn't need to think so much. next week would be all the hardcore papers that use 100% brains..

k needa go study now. didn't study at all yesterday :O



p/s: recovering. will make sure it doesn't happen again.